on monday it will be 8 months that my boyfriend and i have been together :) i haven’t been this happy with a guy ever! i can’t believe he has put up with me for 8 months, we have gone through so much together and have only become a stronger couple :) 

9.21.11

so everyone has the induction tonight. and i will be sitting in my room doing homework i guess. i dont wanna go to the program by myself so i am just not gonna go at all. 

i am so proud of everyone for being inducted into nrhh…but i just wish i could be there. i am honestly so tired of hearing what they all are gonna wear and where it is and what time they are leaving and everything like that.

and on top of it all….i just might not even get to stay in the honors program thanks to my stupid math class!!!

while all my friends and boyfriend are at inductions tomorrow…i will be sitting in my room doing homework and what not. but i won’t be at inductions.

.05….will never forget that number. 

i just wish everyone would stop talking about what they will be wearing at it and what food will be there and how they will be missing the splatter paint event because of it and what not. well at least you all get to go.

why does this all happen to me? 2.95. why? .05 away and i can’t even get in. why? 3.8/3.9 from high school gone. why? 16 places applied to..will any offer me a job? get to sleep on an air mattress when i go home. why? 

just why?! why me? 

eventually this will all go away…right?